Tuesday, November 6, 2012

The Fights ohh my the Fights

Well again another night another fight...Maybe someone will read this and tell me what they think. I just recently quit my job. Well I pointed out because me and my boyfriend felt that it was going to be inevitable with me being pregnant and my company does give FMLA to part time people such that I was. So I would point out anyways and we have recently starting buying and reselling puppies hoping to supplement my income. Well I went ahead and pointed out after working for this company ( same company my bf works for) for 6 years. Its not like I have never worked as a matter a fact I have always held down a job and helped out financial in our house hold. I never thought that after being advised by my bf to go a head and point out that he would treat me like he does now. I have only been with out a job for a couple of weeks and will go back to work after my pregnancy. I never thought he would say what he says and call me the names he does. I thought he wanted me to quit. He calls me fat and lazy and says I need to get up and do something other than sitting on my fat ass on the couch. He said it looked like I might have cleaned the house a little about 30 minutes worth of cleaning. But in reality I did two loads of laundry, picked up so much stuff which is usually his mess and my daughters mess. They never pick up after themselves. Says I should have had something for him to take to work when we just got done eating KFC which hes loves fast food better than any home cooked meal. There has been times when I have cooked packed his food for him and he takes it to work and doesn't even eat it. I also spent over an hour with my daughter practicing her sight words for school and helping her with her home work, which I don't see him do very often if ever. If I would have known how he would have felt about me quiting my job I would have never quit. I have always been very independent, all he has to do it work and bring in income. He never really cleans the house, does my daughters homework, cook food, do the yard work, sweep, mop, or vacuum. Yet I'm the lazy one that does nothing but sit on my fat lazy ass. I told him he acts like I am supposed to treat him like king tut or something. I just don't know what to do I'm so tired of this relationship and that fact it that I probably wont do anything about it. Most my blogs will probably be me just ranting about how my life sucks and what I go through. I know its up to me to make change but it would be really hard to do so with the situation that I am in.  My original plan was to quit have my baby and by that time go back to school ( understand I have went to school pretty much the whole time I was employed and earned an associates degree ) but now i want to go to school for sonography but have to wait to get into the program which could take up to four years. But I wanted to concentrate on taking care of our daughter and this new baby on the way and then go back to school finish the sonography program and then go back to work. But that's obvious probably not going to happen, our relationship is so on the rocks I'm so tired of him.

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